BAŞKA BİR ÇAĞDA

Gözlerim tamamen kapalı Yatağımın başucunda kol saatin, Yere attığın elbiselerin, Gizlice sızmak lazım mutfağa Kapıda ayak sesleri var delinin... Yağmur rüzgarla karışmış camın kenarında Hayaller uçuşuyor etrafta masmavi Sabaha karşı 4,5,7 Ertesi gün öğleden sonra 5,6,7... Kapıyı tıklatıyor huzursuz Yemekte mi yemeyeceksiniz? Sahi saat kaç? Uyku bize uğramadı yine, Gözlerin raftaki içki şişesinde... Sakın ses verme kapıdakine! Bozuk paraların saçılmış yine her yere, Hiç işin olmaz ki senin parayla... Bardaki kıza gülüyoruz hala, Hani kumpasımıza gelmişti... Makaleme şirketi sen buldun yine... Okul var, iş var, kapıda canavar var... İçeride Meryem var, Rumi var... Paraşütle okyanusa atlamak var... Akşama içmek var... Duvardan bize bakıyor; Gül, sev, yaşa!... Hala oradasın... Hala oradayız... Birazdan huysuzla yüzleşeceğiz... Kıskançlık krizinden söyleyecek Ağzına geleni... Birazdan akşam olacak yeniden... Puslu şehir asıl sen gidince kararacak! Boşver yağsın yağmurlar, Bu kadın seni ...

Though we spoke only once It was endless, It was like replacing the day with night We spoke before until deaths die until the rest finishes. That is only reason for keeping A last cigarette A last song The memory which collapsed with morning… Loneliness was for two people before Transformed into lonely silence in The Bosporus Where are your waves? Did the poem of night escape? Did yours escape from my heart? The tree had forgotten my melody which I hid it inside Though we saw the night when we were children Melancholia had been seen We were the witnesses. We cried for the past without knowing It had never passed Fog was in our eyes. And we were yelling “We were alone in crowded areas” Daggers were stabbed in our hearts. Time to be waterless for reticence Giants should stay in fairytales now. Tomorrow comes together with its darling It is called yesterday. Love had gone with a knife wound There was pain So, My whiske...

I was in crowded areas as always. Even the people, I was a lonely soul Was addicted to the environment Like a flower to the soil Living was impossible without them.   There were 5 people in a house 5 people in their darkness Days were born in marginal nights Rules were hidden We we’re rewriting friendship Nobody could stand with us Nobody could stay with us. Nobody could understand us more than ourselves There were no rules Nobody cared We dispersed. Bastards like Hakan Günday’s book. Either ruins a darling or grows up Things which happened in the box Could not walk to the end with us I have a lack of love since then, I lost a best friend there I wrote poems for our relationship before, A sister of my blood, A secret boyfriend, A close friend Who I loved more than I could say Lost. If I awoke in that year, I have slept forever If I were sleeping, I have stayed awake forever Love hidden to streets later Inebriation drowned into alcohol w...